Serpentine Squiggles

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2024‍-​11‍-​01
rarsites were incredible for lasering in niche metal albums no one else has ever heard of as load bearing parts of my psyche and nostalgia
2024‍-​11‍-​01

an embarrassing amount of my writing time tonight has been spent wikiwalking learning about endorheic basins and soda lakes

and through this, a reasonable series of worldbuilding decisions has lead me to the conclusion that the slums of this gritty, blood‍-​soaked, crime‍-​scourched biopunk city …might be filled with flocks of flamingos

and i don’t know if i should commit to the bit or not

chinerpeton replied:
Watch where you step or the flamingo mafia will get ya

did you think the flamingo mafia was a small deal?

also no lie the more i thought of it, i realizes it would be neat to add a clan of vesperbanes whose bloodline mutation gives them flamingo traits

  • i really need to stop coming up with new lore or this is going to stop being a novel and turn into another series
2024‍-​11‍-​02

sometimes you wake up in a weird mood and you gotta put on the suicide soda of music, jumping back and forth between three or four albums because none hits quite right

2024‍-​11‍-​02

“this author has no idea what pacing is” or maaaybe you need to unshackle yourself from the prison of conventional linear time?? ever thought of that???? anyway this next chapter is 22k words and covers less than an hour,,

2024‍-​11‍-​02

recommending a story when you’ve only read the first four chapters is always a bit risky, but the writing here is polished to a literary and shine and the concept is just so intoxicatingly intriguing that i have to let more people know about it

mind bending scifi and psycho‍-​cyberpunk

https://mirrorsea.xyz/

2024‍-​11‍-​03

formatting songs as Title ‍-​ Artist is the work of the devil. just so you know

2024‍-​11‍-​03

i talked to your psychologist and got the all clear for us to engage toxic yuri situationship. yeah as enrichment

i talked to your head researcher and she said your species has some pretty freaky bonding behaviors. it’s not even a sex thing. wanna try. y’know for enrichment

no you’re staying in containment. i’m not freeing you. cuz. this is gonna be toxic remember.. so are you gonna do the carapace thing or what

2024‍-​11‍-​03

bug forcefem. pills taken orally that taste like royal jelly. a transition of molting chitin. abdomen swelling fat, and wings piping loud with new cries and pleading demands, and mandibles turning scissor‍-​sharp and fragrant with blossoming pheromone‍-​musk. turning a productive worker into a queen to be pampered and bred

2024‍-​11‍-​05

sometimes someone doesn’t align with you on something small, arbitrary, yet quietly significant to you.

when this happens i give no outward response, but internally i think yes, of course this would never work out, they will never understand me where it counts, i am forever destined to walk this road alone, and i yearn and i ache

2024‍-​11‍-​05

two bugs cuddling squishing abdomens together

2024‍-​11‍-​05

everyone wants a centipede girl to wrap them in segmented legs from head to tail and squeeze and squeeze and squee

2024‍-​11‍-​05
the fact that gothic type refers to sans fonts not serif is honestly soul‍-​crushing. do words mean anything
2024‍-​11‍-​09
the devs need to rebalance energy tbh. too little energy and you cant get anything done, sure, sucks but it makes sense. too much energy and you can’t focus? fuck off dude
2024‍-​11‍-​10
reading my high school blog posts is so weird. i had enthusiasm back then. i want to go back in time and protect your smile, little kid
2024‍-​11‍-​10

you know, if i had a nickel for every black nerve species that rejects our intuitive, embodied understanding of personhood, i’d have four nickels

mantlespinners aren’t ants, that’s as weird as saying a painting is a canvas

gestaltees aren’t bees, that’s as weird as saying people are organs

skeinwalkers aren’t spiders, that’s as weird as saying wood is a fire

the ambrosia‍-​kin aren’t weevils, that’s as weird as saying a house is whatever piece of paper proclaims ownership

what’s cute is that if you wore and acted out a role‍-​mantle, or coordinated with a gestalte, or entangled yourself in the loreskein, or partook of a foundress’s entheogen, you would be recognizably of their kind‍ ‍‍—‍ that you happen to be a different species is a detail. now, you probably wouldn’t succeed fluently enough for this to work, but hey, skill issue, not biology issue (not directly, at least)

  • don’t uh
  • don’t ask me to explain what’s up with the vespers’ sense of identity
2024‍-​11‍-​11
how many posts are there on tumblr even
i asked this question for the bit but i genuinely wasn’t prepared for the scale. billions with a b. millions of posts per day i thought it was just me n you guys
2024‍-​11‍-​11

if coil had adhd do you think whenever he works he’d need to put on second timeline media

2024‍-​11‍-​12

finally got actual coffee filters again instead of using ⸢ghetto art: paper towel filter⸥ or ⸢forbidden ghetto art: toilet paper filter⸥ or even ⸢formless working: coffee of the cowboy⸥

and it’s wild to actually enjoy the taste of coffee again

2024‍-​11‍-​14

few understand this but “stop after current song” is one of the most important features a music player program can have

whenever you’re in the middle of an album, someone links you something or you need to get up but you go “after one more song” you ain’t gonna remember that‍—unless your music player got your back

2024‍-​11‍-​15
every system got the very chill guy who is actually the most repressed woman alive, and no inhibitions (hero), and no inhibitions (dark)
  • mini squiggles
  • shitpost inspired my thinking about my dragon OC again
2024‍-​11‍-​15

it is remarkable how much of headache it’s been trying to maintain my site’s suite of full text pages (a la ao3 ‘view entire work’ option)

pretty funny when as far as i know no one’s actually looked at them

but i guess i ctrl+f them sometimes so i’ll keep them around for that

2024‍-​11‍-​15

>encounter bug in old codebase
>look around for source
>find a line with the lone comment of >“?”
>delete it
>bug disappears
i love programming

2024‍-​11‍-​17

>friend offers me a fortune cookie
>swoon with horny thoughts

oh i am ruined arent i

  • i’m not explaining this one
  • ifykyk
2024‍-​11‍-​18

what if you found a beautiful font to use for your text editor but it doesn’t have an italics face

2024‍-​11‍-​18
sometimes i call things reddit just to rhetorically downvote them
  • mini squiggle
  • this post brought to you by me almost saying “mecha handler/pilot dynamic is reddit” before pulling back and going wtf are you saying
  • is it time to bite down on the cynanide capsule in my false tooth?
2024‍-​11‍-​18
been reading through and making small edits to a novella i wrote five years ago. very surprised it holds up this much
2024‍-​11‍-​18

sometimes you unmute a video to hear animal noises but there are no noises just music :c

2024‍-​11‍-​18

people always say “rawdogging it” like it’s a bad thing. but tbh if you aren’t rawdogging it then you’re cooked

2024‍-​11‍-​19
honouredsnakeprincess posted:

I can’t say I rightly get the rhetoric around people being ‘burdens’ on each other, nor do I much like the associated reassurance. (continue reading)

i think you’re subtly misunderstanding what not being a burden means. it’s not about expense, it’s about deficit.

carrying a big rock around would be a burden, and yet pushing a kick scooter isn’t. a kick scooter has comparable weight and you need to apply force to move it, force you wouldn’t need to exert otherwise‍ ‍‍—‍ and yet that it has wheels means that on a flat surface, bringing the scooter with you makes you go faster

when someone tells you that you aren’t a burden, they aren’t telling you that there’s no cost to keeping you in their life, they’re telling you that the benefits they gain outweight that‍ ‍‍—‍ they’re better off

2024‍-​11‍-​19
maybe it’s time to finally explain what the hell is up with mewla asetari
  • the definition of girlboss queenfailure
  • unfortunately she’s straight
2024‍-​11‍-​20
yunisverse posted:

i am on my knees tears running down my face knuckles raw and bleeding and BEGGING people to learn the difference between sentient and sapient

All animals are already sentient. Sentience is base level consciousness and ability to perceive.

Sapient is human‍-​level intelligence. Any cartoon animals or whatever that talk are sapient. Describing them as sentient may not be wrong but it doesn’t MEAN anything because animals ALREADY ARE sentient you mean they are SAPIENT PLEASE I AM BEGGING YOU

this is a stupid distinction tbh

in practice i carefully, meticulously honor it, of course, but the fact that people constantly trip over it is a symptom of the fact that sentience just isnt a very useful concept

language gets so tiresome when you have prescriptivists in your ear telling you “um sorry don’t use that word that sounds better and gets your point across clearly, it’s actually reserved for a pointlessly broad, unspecific quality you’ve never had the need to even refer to outside of incorrecting people”

im‍-​the‍-​antonymph‍-​of‍-​your‍-​mom reblogged:

wtf no

“Lobsters are sentient” was an important scientific announcement at one point. In a recent year, I think. Because the myth that they don’t experience pain was finally largely disproven.

The difference between sentience and sapience mattered less when more people were convincing themselves that non‍-​human animals are purely driven by instinct.

plants are sentient. it’s not a useful category to me; learning that something has sentience tells me very little and produces few meaningful implications beyond “reacts to stuff”
2024‍-​11‍-​21

unhinged idea: a conlang with sentences as hard to parse as english words are to spell

instead of loanwords, it has loan syntax

maybe it had relatively free word order but limited vocubulary, surrounded by neighbors with more rigid grammars? instead of inflecting loanwords to denote case, it became fashionable to use the fancier foreign words unchanged and simply arrange the native words to parse under both grammars

overtime it adopted words from increasingly diverse and disparate languages, until the grammatical placement of subjects and modifiers is entirely depending on the specific word in question

2024‍-​11‍-​21

giving girls neopronouns just to make writing a story filled with lesbian women easier

2024‍-​11‍-​22

starting to think it’s actually a bad thing that i can endure loneliness longer than anyone can retain the patience needed to divine how to talk to me & get me to open up

2024‍-​11‍-​24
st‍-​just posted
Much as I’m complaining I’m still listening to the S2 soundtrack and it’s inspiring genuine emotional reactions in me. Which is more than can be said for the overwhelming majority of big budget genre fic. So like, fair play ‍-​ a mess and a failure compared to season 1, still far above the average here.
it’s strange to me. i can recognize that there’s there’s structural and pacing issues with the second season while the first holds together better… but frankly? season one ultimately stirred not much more in me than excitement at flashy lights and the occasional “ooh, dang”. i reached to the big tragic end had no real reaction. season two act three made me cry. the emotional highs made it feel downright peak i suppose some of it might come down to just being more invested at this point
  • or worse maybe i’m just contrarian
2024‍-​11‍-​24
magicalgirlmindcrank posted

You can post about it all you want you won’t trick me into thinking arcane is good

it makes me so mad when something that’s almost good and has potential turns out to not be. then i have to look at all the people who didnt watch it going “lol it’s not good” and be like… “but it’s close! it could have been! if it was you’d look so silly right now!”
  • something something critically lucky
2024‍-​11‍-​25
entityart posted:

Listen I know Tagging fics is incredibly important but also I’m so bad at ittttt why

because it’s poorly designed. this isn’t a rare complaint. when someone is bad at tagging, it’s their problem, when everyone’s bad at tagging, it’s the site’s problem. almost everything worth categorizing about a fic gets squashed down to an amorphous block of Additional Tags, and you’re given no prompt or guidance for what tags should be added and what tags are worth adding.

notes about the themes and structure and central focus of the fic are placed side by side with minor, incidental features and author chatter. why are relationships given their own category, but not genre? ironically this is something fanfiction.net did better.

i think paradoxically, sites with worse tagging systems often have better tagging. when you create a new work on royalroad, this is all you get:

royalroyal fiction settings

and don’t you think fics wind up more comprehensively tagged when you can simply go down an exhaustive list and ask yourself “ok, is this a tragedy? does this story have magic?”

you could even keep freeform tags, but it would be a massive improvement if there was a menu of common general tags, and perhaps a generated list of ‘tags common in this fandom’ so you know, for instance, Uzi is a Gremlin is something people search for

2024‍-​11‍-​25

sometimes remembering black nerve lore is so funny

“why is does the military have an officially recognized War Crimes Division which explicitly has no accountability or allegiance to the democratic administration”

specific historical reasons largely, most of which no longer apply, but for some reason every politician that opposes the Assassination Corps disappears…

even funnier to amend this with the correction that no, there isn’t “a” War Crimes Division, because the military as a unified bloc was dissolved, so now the map is essentially split into the fiefs of various legally recognized gangs, most of which have their own private War Crimes Division

but hey, it means that the implausibly numerous ranks of absurdly well‍-​trained black ops drones mostly conduct their war crimes on each other. for enrichment

2024‍-​11‍-​25

giving a character any/all pronouns because i can’t keep them consistent

2024‍-​11‍-​25

I PROMISE THIS ISN’T A HORNY THOUGHT

but
hear me out

it’d probably make sense for bug people if it was common, if not expected and enforced, for males to wear chastity cages

insects have genitalia on the tips of their abdomen, so even if you wore something to cover it, it’d be pretty difficult to hide a dude tenting his terminalia‍-​cloth

so like. if you wanted to remain modest there is a clear solution here…

2024‍-​11‍-​25

“Tonight” is probably my least favorite song on CLPPNG and i havent even listened to the album recently but for the past ten minutes i’ve just been echoing

she prolly used to ballers and ballin you may not be
but this spot is bout to close and you still aint pulled you a freak? heh

2024‍-​11‍-​25
why is acting like a saturday morning cartoon villain embarrassing but acting like a saturday morning cartoon hero somehow isnt? goody two shoes i swear
bedlam‍-​moon reblogged:

because i already filled the series of tubes with goodium, forcing you into this role!

nya‍-​ha‍-​haaa

you can’t do that. that’s not how friends should– wait, no. friendship? what i’m saying. what i mean is, your feeble attempt at a “contrapation” is lame, ultimately ineffective, and worst of all, hurtful. did you even think of the puppies? the puppies to kick, i mean. like, did your minions follow property safety when installing the tubes? if an accident happened– agh. get out of my head. i don’t want to be good! but i hope to change!
2024‍-​11‍-​25

consider: a wand but instead of casting spells with gay waving motions you wiggle your fingers up and down the length like it’s a flute

  • this is actually about
  • black nerve
  • but i wont explain tonight
  • also this genuinely wasn’t supposed to be innuendo but i’m not rephrasing it now lol
2024‍-​11‍-​28

one of my friends pointed it out and now i can’t unthink it. mewla black nerve is literally specialina from the romantasy eugenics post. how the fuck do i live this down

2024‍-​11‍-​28

When your neurotic headmate loses fronting privileges but now you’re in the front seat dodging all of the shitty thought processes that are wired into the brain

Annoying af

2024‍-​11‍-​28

Real ones know the thrill of ambushin your friends when they show the slightest sign of activity on discord

2024‍-​11‍-​30

probably the most annoying part of black nerve is the whole child soldier bit means you have to do sudoku on the timeline and plot if you want to get horny with it without involving literal nymphs. why did i even include that part of the genre

2024‍-​11‍-​30

naively, you might think child soldiers aren’t actually a good thing, but if you become a mutant bug ninja at six instars you have time to learn puberty blocking no jutsu before you molt teneral, so it’s impossible to say if it’s a bad thing or not really

2024‍-​11‍-​30

checking their #i’m always saying this tag and it’s just stuff they’ve said once, if at all